<p dir=ltr>Im done with the bullshit of relationships. The lies the pretending the fakeness the dishonesty the lack of trust. Im done. Im fed up. </p>
<p dir=ltr>When you do everything right, give it your all, put others before you and it always blows up in your face, its a sign there needs to be a change. </p>
<p dir=ltr>My relationship ended last weekend. Not the one that just passed the one before. </p>
<p dir=ltr>I havent cried. I havent gotten emotional and I doubt that I will. I got to a point where I decided I was done. Once that choice was made all emotion went out the window and the repairing began.</p>
<p dir=ltr>Now I am back at home pulling the pieces of my life together. In picking myself up. Rebuilding my self esteem and self confidence. Reminding myself I deserve better than what I was receiving.</p>
<p dir=ltr>He wasnt a bad guy he just had a lot of problems that he needs to fix on his own. </p>
<p dir=ltr>I wont go into specifics but ladies, when you see any kind of red flag no matter the size, dont ignore it...take action to either change it or realize it cant be changed.</p>
<p dir=ltr>I dont want a relationship anymore. I dont want the stress the ridiculous drama and jealousy. I dont want the possessive behavior, the confusion, the lies, the lack of trust and the constant need to be good enough.</p>
<p dir=ltr>But I am good enough.</p>
<p dir=ltr>I am a smart beautiful woman with my whole life ahead of me. I am in control of my life and my happiness. I dont need anyone to tell me im happy or how I am feeling.
I dont need anyone to make me hapoy I dont need anyone to make me feel better about myself.
Im done taking the bullshit. I am making some changes. I am getting myself to where I want to be in life.
If a man wants to be in my life he better understand he is not a necessity he is not a requirement. He is in my life because I choose to let him be. There is no longer a boyfriend position in my life because I am tired or the bullshit.
